воскресенье, 25 ноября 2018 г.

Fantastic beasts and where to find them

Previous Monday I watched "Fantastic beasts: Crimes of Grindelwald", found the show in English, withoud voiceover - I really hate voiceover and Russian translation, and I can ignore subtitles but hey, you can ignore voiceover, it's kinda... voiceover. I ordered the ticket previous evening through my online-bank app, went to shopping mall, print the ticket, bought some cola and popcorn and went to the cinema hall. I've expected some off-canon things since the news about Fiona Glascott would play a role of young Minerva McGonagall - who's been around -8 years old by the timeline of the movie - showed up But I didn't actually notice something else off-canon - well, ecxept young Minerva - which can't be explain with any other facts. I mean, there're some strange things but most of them can be explained.
1. Credence-Dumbledore.
As an option, Grindelwald just wool over Credence cause he want him to fight with Dumbledore. C'mon, Percival Dumbledore was in Azkaban since what, 1891? And died few years later without being released. Kendra died in 1899 or something. We've got (I don't know if it real) Credence's sertificat of adoption which says us his year of birth is 1904 and his estimated year of birth is something like 1904, yes - if you look at Leta in her flashback about death of Corvus V and considere her age. Leta is about 30-31, she was born in 1896/1897, was Newt's classmate, died in 1927. The girl in flashback is about 7-8 or something, which also gave us 1904 from Credence's sertificat of adoption, whoever he is. Yes, it's sertificat for Corvus V, actually, but Credence was the same age, obviously, give or take. So he can be Dumbledore only if he's bastard of Honoria and if this Honoria is Dumbledore and not Kendra's sister. Yes, Kendra was muggleborn, but two siblings could be wizards even in muggle family, remember Creevey brothers. But! But if he son of Honoria, he can't be brother of Albus, he's cousin, and Grindelwald named Albus Credence's brother. So it's highly likely that Aurelius Dumbledore is just a Gellert's fairytale.
2. All Lestranges are gone, where Rodolphus and Rabastan came from?
Actually, we don't know for sure if Corvus IV Lestrand is dead. He could be alive. Being old isn't a problem for having children even for mon-magique men what to say about wizards. Remember very old even for wizards Fleamont and Euphemia Potter when James was born? Until 1927 Corvus IV probably thought that his son, future the successor of the family, is living somewhere in USA - since Leta came back into Britain and didn't tell about baby-switching, Corvus should've thought that his son is alive, playing that his dead. In 1927 Corvus IV became the last Lestrange and he probably wasn't okay with that. Third marriage, baby born somewhen around 1928-1929 - and voilà. Remember, there was a boy, Lestrange, in Slughorn's club when Tom Riddle was there? This boy could have two sons in few years after graduated Hogwarts, Rodolphus and Rabastan. Everything here is explainable so far.
3. Minerva McGonagall. Yes, there is a problem. Of course, Minerva had grandmother or great grandmother who she was named after - but that grandmother wasn't McGonagall. McGonagall family are muggles. So Minerva McGonagall in 1927 and around 1911 is just fanservice for fanservice. Or time-turner gods know from where and for what.
4. Elder wand in Dumbledore's flashback he's seeing in Erised. More, this wand is in Albus's hands. Hey, Grindelwald stole the wand from Gregorovitch after he ran from Dumbledore, so where the hell this wand came from in Albus's flashback - unless it's not flashback mixed with dreams and then who know what from it is actually real.

Some discussions, like Nagini-human and others, are useless cause it's just about personal preferences. It seems logical to me that Nagini was unusual snake. And after spending years and years (possibly) in snake form, without any chance to speak with anybody, eventually abandonned by everybody... there was reason to became attached to anybody, even to Voldemort. And horcrux I guess make this attachement even deeper.
Blood pact - which I guess isn't easy to destroy - isn't a bad explanation why Ministry couldn't made Dumbledore to fight with ex-friend for so long. And Dumbledore proclaiming some greater good years after Grindelwald did the same - it's the wood on the fire of bad Dumbledore, nothing else.
Leta's death named stupid. Hm, I can agree with it. She saw: couple more seconds - and Scamanders are gonna be dead in that interesting fire. What else could she do? To distract Grindelwald somehow. She wouldn't join him, she didn't share his idea for sure, and she didn't lie to herself thinking she could play loalty to him. So she had a choice: to run while there was an opportunity and let Scamanders die - or distract Grindelwald somehow, but then it's done for her. She already revealed to everybody that Corvus V Lestrange is dead because of her, among other reasons. She blame herself, whatever Newt told her. And it's hard to her to live with that. So her choice is seems obvious to me as well as the fact that she couldn't win in this fight or just escape somehow - she and Grindelwald aren't birds of a feather. I guess it's a very short list of wizards who can defeat Grindelwald: Dumbledore, Credence and Newt - of those who we saw already. And Newt could win only using his unusual mentality, using his animals.
Phoenix. I kinda think that in 17-18 years this phoenix ended up flying to Albus in his hard moment - around fighting with ex best friend, maybe. And everything gonna be like in Dumbledore family legends. And until that moment phoenix can be anywhere, not only with Dumbledore family members. It seems there was no very hard moment for Albus or Aberforth.

I like this movie. Villain not for just being villain, still enough fantastic beasts, twist about Credence's true identity didn't revealed in trailers after all, there is a primer for next movies, brothers are working together (oh yeah, I love family unites, yes). I could watch it few more times but I don't have enough time for it T_T Will wait for release in English.
The only thing disappoints me and make me wonder why - time gaps between movies: 2 years - why, what are they doing for so long? I mean, yes, actors have other projects, yes, technical part considering it's fantastic genre isn't easy, but there're a lot of other movie series with the same conditions and they are okey with shorter time gaps. Marvel, for example. Twilight. Two parts of Deathly Hallows had 1 year time gap, 1st and 2nd, 3rd and 4th movies of Potter had 1 year time gap. It's just... not cool, c'mon.
But we can only wait.

But hey, I thought so much about second branch of Lestrange's family tree after trailers, and they just killed it!

Hair length, part 5

Well, it's been almost a year since I lost part of my hair length and this is what I have now:




It's still short but obviously longer than year ago. I didn't dye my hair since first days of September or somewhen around those days, and roots you can see are what grew since then. It's something like 1,6 inches. Not bad but not good too, it's been almost 3 month, I expected something... more (*with the face of Eragon while killing Durza*). But not bad, not bad.
Most of the time I use Wella Invigo Blonde Recharge shampoo for cold almost white color, few Pantene conditioners and OGX Coconut milk anti-breakage serum. Since my natural roots are oily when I not dying it for long time, I started to wash my hair twice with shampoo - first time with Schauma for Men Anti-Dandruff Intensive and second time with Wella Invigo. Hair isn't perfect but good enough.
Will see what I'll have in a few more month.
Soyez belles~

воскресенье, 9 сентября 2018 г.

Hair length, part 4

Oookay, the last time I update this blog about my hair was in the middle of February, so it's defenetly time to show what is the length of my hair now. It's almost a year since I started to lose the length after bad dyeing so it's kinda important time to check what's changes since then.
This is my fresh foto, I made it just few hours ago:
Back then, when I got finally had blond hair back, I coundn't even do even the least ponytale, my hair was that short. Now I can do a short ponytale, even if my hair hasn't even length and this ponytale doesn't take all of my hair. If I try, I can even braid some of my hair:
So it's kinda growing back little by little (and I cut about 1/4-inch or 1/2-inch every 2-3 months.
And this is a collage photo: what I had in the end of December and what I have now. I drew some lines for the same part of hair (and this short almost dot at the December part of collage is an actual length of my hair at the back of my head (you don't even see it at the photo, yes)).
We'll see what will I have in this December.

Soyez belles~

Song JiEun - Don't look at me like that - Lyrics & Eng. Translation & Rus. Translation

I really like this song, both versions of it, so I decided to bring here its lyrics, English translations and translate it into my native language.


Japanese Lyrics

Yuganda machi de iki wo hisome
Inori wo sasage futari dakiatta
Nemure nemure urei wa mune ni shimatte
Nemure nemure ichiru no hikari motomete

Kesanaide kotoba yori tashika na ai aitai
Koboreteku itoshisa no omosa wa, darling, darenimo hakarenai kara

Kodoku ni furue asu wo matteiru
Nemure nemure nikushimi sotto shizumete
Dore dake dore dake sakebeba omoi todoku yo

Furimuite mune no oku sasayaku koe kikoetemo
Kurikaesu ayamachi no rensa wa, darling, darenimo todokenai kara

Tell me what is wrong
Tell me what is wrong
Tesaguri de sagasu kedo
Nani ga ai de nani ga tsumi nano
Wakaranai shinjitsu sae mo

Kesanaide kotoba yori tashika na ai aitai
Koboreteku itoshisa no omosa wa, darling, darenimo hakarenai kara


English Translation by mihoshi

Within this distorted city, we conceal our breath
The two of us embraced, offering our prayers
Sleep, sleep, put the sorrow in our chests
Sleep, sleep, look for the silver ray of light**

Rather than words that can’t be erased, I want to find a certain love
Because the weight of a drowning love can’t be measured by anyone, darling

I’m trembling in loneliness, waiting for tomorrow
Sleep, sleep, let the hatred submerge slowly
To what extent, to what extent do I have to scream for my feelings to arrive?

Even though I hear the whispering voice within a turning heart
Because the chains of perpetual mistakes will never let me reach anyone, darling

Tell me what is wrong
Tell me what is wrong
I fumble around looking for it, but
What is love, and what is sin?
I can’t understand such reality

Rather than words that can’t be erased, I want to find a certain love
Because the weight of a drowning love can’t be measured by anyone, darling


Russian Translation by me

В этом искажённом городе мы скрываем своё дыхание –
Мы вдвоём, обнявшись, молимся.
Сон, сон – и тяжесть в груди у нас.
Сон, сон, мы ищем хоть лучик надежды.

Не слова, которые нельзя стереть – я хочу найти такую любовь,
Потому что тяжесть тонущей любви нельзя измерить, дорогой.

Я дрожу в одиночестве, в ожидании завтрашнего дня.
Сон, сон – и медленное погружение в ненависть.
Как громко, как громко я должна кричать о своих чувствах?

Даже хотя я слышу шёпот в биении своего сердца,
Цепочка постоянных ошибок никогда не позволит мне добраться хоть до кого-то, дорогой.

Скажите мне, что такое "неправильно"?
Скажите мне, что такое "неправильно"?
Я шарю вокруг в поисках,
Но что такое "любовь" и что такое "грех"?
Я не могу понять такую реальность.

Не слова, которые нельзя стереть – я хочу найти такую любовь,
Потому что тяжесть тонущей любви нельзя измерить, дорогой.


Korean Lyrics

Bulbitteuri kkeojimyeon
Joyonghi neol manna
Gasippunin sesange
Kkocheuro pieona

Wae geurae wae andwae
Sugundaego uri saireul malligo
Wae geurae wae andwae
Jugeul mankeum geutorok saranghaneunde

Chyeodabojima geureon nuneuro
Saranghaesseul ppuniya ppuniya urin
Yokhaji jom ma boineun daero
Jogeum dareul ppuniya ppuniya
Urin geunyang naebeoryeodwo

Meomchwobeorin sesange
Sal suneun eobseulkka

Wae geurae wae andwae
Jalmotan ge urin hana eomneunde
Wae geurae wae andwae
Jugeul mankeum geutorok saranghaneunde

Chyeodabojima geureon nuneuro
Saranghaesseul ppuniya ppuniya urin
Yokhaji jom ma boineun daero
Jogeum dareul ppuniya ppuniya
Urin geunyang naebeoryeodwo

Tell me what is wrong, tell me what is wrong
Tell me what is love, tell me what is love
Neukkineun daero saranghago sipeo nan
Byeonhaji anha geu nuga mworaedo

Chyeodabojima geureon nuneuro
Saranghaesseul ppuniya ppuniya urin...

Yokhaji jom ma boineun daero
Jogeum dareul ppuniya ppuniya
Urin geunyang naebeoryeodwo..


English Translation by unknown (for me) author

When the lights start to turn off, I quietly go to meet you
A flower blooms in the world that’s only filled with thorns

Why? Why not?
They whisper and go against us
Why? Why not?
We’re so in love

Don’t look at me like that
We’re just in love, that’s all
Don’t hate on us, however you’re viewing us
We’re just a little different
Just leave us alone

Can’t we live in a world where time stands still?

Why? Why not?
We did nothing wrong
Why? Why not?
We’re so in love

Don’t look at me like that
We’re just in love, that’s all
Don’t hate on us, however you’re viewing us
We’re just a little different
Just leave us alone

Tell Me What Is Wrong
Tell Me What Is Wrong
Tell Me What Is Love
Tell Me What Is Love

I want to love however I want
I won’t change no matter what anyone says

Don’t look at me like that
We’re just in love, that’s all
Don’t hate on us, however you’re viewing us
We’re just a little different
Just leave us alone


Russian Translation by me

Когда гаснет свет, я незаметно отправляюсь на встречу с тобой.
Цветы расцветают в мире, полном шипов.

Почему? Почему нет?
Они шепчутся и идут против нас.
Почему? Почему нет?
Мы же влюблены до смерти!

Не смотрите так на меня,
Мы просто влюблены – и только!
Не ненавидьте нас, едва увидев –
Мы отличаемся от вас совсем чуть-чуть!
Просто оставьте нас в покое…

Можно, мы будем жить в мире, где время остановится?

Почему? Почему нет?
Мы не сделали ничего плохого.
Почему? Почему нет?
Мы же влюблены до смерти!

Не смотрите так на меня,
Мы просто влюблены – и только!
Не ненавидьте нас, едва увидев –
Мы отличаемся от вас совсем чуть-чуть!
Просто оставьте нас в покое…

Скажите мне, что такое "неправильно"?
Скажите мне, что такое "неправильно"?
Скажите мне, что такое "любовь"?
Скажите мне, что такое "любовь"?

Я хочу любить так, как люблю,
И не изменюсь, кто бы что ни говорил!

Не смотрите так на меня,
Мы просто влюблены – и только!
Не ненавидьте нас, едва увидев –
Мы отличаемся от вас совсем чуть-чуть!
Просто оставьте нас в покое…

вторник, 20 февраля 2018 г.

I draw

Thanks to Sepren and his Loveless texts, I took a pencil in my hands for the first time in 15-17 years. Well, not a pencil, a stylus, but whatever. Yeah, it's been hella long time.
I've tried to draw Ren from Serpen's Tsunami. Child Ren isn't that bad, I think, and adult Ren has little bit odd face for me 😆 It's not just Ren there, it's kinda Ren Snape, but there's nothing I can do about it 😆
Well, at least I visualized for me Ren's regrown bleached hair.
But I clearly need to practice a lot, I didn't draw anything for the most part of my life, from my primary school, and completely forgot how to do this.

Here's child Ren


And here's adult Snape Ren

воскресенье, 18 февраля 2018 г.

Little note

The best way for me to keep my head straight is to stitch up ear piercing, as it seems to me now.
Eight places (four for each earlobe) and around two and a half hours. New piercing is possible after about half a year. But I'm not sorry about it all 'cause I'm tired of trying to put earrings in the earlobe - after only week without earrings any of the holes is too tight. And the last three haven't been healed for half a year. It sucks. So now it's a whole new life for my ears =D

суббота, 17 февраля 2018 г.

Congrats

You know what appeared to be the most pleasant feeling? There weren't gifts or something. An unexpected congratulation — even if it was couple days late — from the person I know mostly from the Internet and once spent a few hours with him in the real life, the person who is precious to me and who I thought missed my birthday without any attention.

Unexpectedly. It's a very interesting feeling.